The Silent War 🔥

You know, I am a man of reason,
I control my entire vision,
Built by principles, guarded by logic,
Trained to suppress emotions,
Shaken yet unbroken,
For feelings, to me, are storms to be tamed,
Not to be embraced…

But The Silent War rages within me,
A battle between what I know
And what I can't deny.

You didn't come across as a storm,
You came to me as a whispering breeze,
Slipping through the cracks of my soul,
Filling the silence with an ache,
I never knew I could feel.

I fight against myself, babygirl
More I hold back, more shaken I get
Pretending, to control my heart
Resisting the pull of your presence,
Thinking I could erase your trace,
Your enchanting smile,
Your sweet beautiful eyes,
But how Foolish of me—
For you are not just a memory,
You are the Path itself…

I walked away,
Let the time be my shield,
Making the wind as my healer,
Believing distance would tame my heart,
But you're not a mere shadow,
You are a wound that never bled,
A pain that deepen, 🗡️❤️
Every time I allow my heart to speak.

I am a man of reason,
Yet there is one truth I can't replace,
Can't deal with, can't fight,
Can't resist, can't forget—
You. The woman.

I am a man of reason,
Yet The Silent War is mine alone to bear,
A battle between pride and surrender,
Between restraint and full of desires...

⚔️🛡️

My Defense collapsed at the sight of you,
The Charming star, behind the mystery
You are the weakness in my pride,
The Whisper... that refuses to fade,
Even in the loudest silence I force upon myself.

To love—I surrenders,
Though Pride held me so tight,
A battle once fierce,
Now bathed in soft light.
For losing myself in the woman so true,
Was never defeat,
But the Victory due. ✨

And if this is a Real war,
Then I have lost in you,
But for the very first time,
I do not wish to win.

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#TheDiary

Mar 03, 2025

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