Sahara

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Definitely it's not my dream life,

I woke up right here without pleasure

Really lazy girl behind this room

Full of darkness, emptiness

While I always facing people in happiness

Then I came back here with sadness

Through on my window

I saw my real life is out there,

My all of pains is healing by pride

No wonder if it's my side or just a ride

This is the best path of my whole life

Heading to the war,

Behind the sword, and shield

Maybe you'll say if that place was hell

But I was thinking,

Maybe it would be my heaven

Coz there's no quiet place for me either

People always makes me lie

And I can't smile behind my face

So that's why we're not the same

It's not my happiness, it's yours

Let's talk about my world

I've never wanted them feels gratitude

Because I did it all with smile

Wonderful lives for happy kids

Become a reason to cure pain

I'll find myself very grateful

Decision makes vision

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12.00 PM
my hell room