Last Defense

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My heart beats so fast, I can't stop it

And I lost my stars

The brain is still working hard now

Actually I'm not okay

Almost midnight for baby girl

Lie down without speaks

Not many talks or minds

Only questions that I worry about

Damn my heart can't calm down

When I catch all of mine, tonight

There's so many points that I've got

Which only be understood by myself

Wondering things in my bedroom

Do I have to shout out, or

Do I have to forget?

Loving the person is not easy

If you love them, then he'll leave

If he loves you, then you wanna run

And if you stay, you're stuck

So I choose to living in life

Even when my family demands me

God still makes the plan for me

I don't wanna hear all the judgments anymore

If you feel what I feel, you'll give up

At least you'll say, "you're right"

But it's not a good conclusion for me

Because I wish that you'll be here

Hearing all my romantic stories

I can't open the secret yet

It will happen when the time is right

Please let me walk on this faith

And if I find someone, you'll freak out

Later for remember

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#thediary

2.42 PM

almost twilight